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The Process Of Recovery Part II

by inku

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1.
I will never be a hero It’s just not a part of me These things they don't exist in real love But I guess there what you need These things you say take the best of me I won’t have sex cos i am weak I can't give up on these dreams And so stupid now it seems But I’m waiting for the sky to fall on me These things you say take the best of me I will never be a hero It’s just not a part of me But if loving you means utter honesty Then I guess now my conscience is clean
2.
Wants 03:37
Bury me somewhere nice Bury me somewhere still And breathe And breathe I don't wanna to leave No I don't wanna leave Here alone We stand for hours For the moment to feel alive So when I'm gone Will you savour this moment Before it dies Where are the lovers? Where are the saints? Would you cry for me? Would you cry for me child? Let the tears fall from your eyes to your mouth When I'm gone, will you scream like I wanted? Will you scream like I wanted?
3.
Break my neck, puncture my lungs so I just don’t feel numb So I'll cut these strings And maybe I'll feel alive So I'll cut these strings And these memories will die You slut Cut it out for me this time You slut Fuck yourself up this time A shallow heart in a little world. Your eyes have changed Beautiful leech You suck the life out of me You love to play the victim In these broken dreams This must be where the hero dies So you want to say you’re sorry You better say goodbye What’s done is done and can never be erased You've seen my face for the last time
4.
Nobody's free, nobody's free I'm not plain spoken and I’ll never be If this is too much for you I’m not sorry Arms open, desire the sky Built on prisons undefined Drowned here in flames We put the kids in line And fornicate delusions of this design Small town predicts my fate The same clichés everyday Softly spoken well here it is The fall to earth and the end of innocence You reduce yourselves to someone else I dare you to stare right at this conform or deny your faceless. Waste myself on this, waste myself on you Nobody's free, nobody's free Let me speak! Nobody's free, nobody's free
5.
Here I am a dancer meek and bored Loosing blood in parking lots This room has no view for broken hearts So hide your eyes cos the tears they just won’t stop Set this bridge on fire Pull my wings out You pulled my wings out Innocence is out of style So I'm living for regret Like a rapid cycling marionette What difference does it make When all you are is talk Taking comfort in open wounds And saying you’re happy when you’re not Pull my wings out You pulled my wings out And every days the same Every days the same I've got to do something Your dreams they can’t be real And that became your reason Do not forget this. I won’t watch you fall Do not forget this Do not forget this Do not forget this Do not forget this! Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, Wake up! You decide the man you are and only you can change Pull my wings out You pulled my wings out And every days the same Every days the same I've got to do something!
6.
We spend so much time, just treading water, treading water I feel left behind and going nowhere, going nowhere Losing touch with myself in globes and maps The Lines blurs as another day ends And somehow you've got here but you don't know where you have been So you want to scream Stop this car, pull over, pull over, I don’t know where we are Driving down the same old street, repeat, repeat, repeat Like an open book I don’t want to read Alone and out of reach I don’t even know me, you don’t even know me I want to scream Stop this car, pull over, pull over, I don’t know where we are Take off, bright lights and clouds How much time is now Free from fear and doubt I'm falling out I could be so much more than this I could be so much more So kiss me quick so I can back to acting like you don't exist Stop this car, and pull over, pull over, I don’t know where we are A plane to anywhere A plane to anywhere Take off and get me out of here
7.
This love ends on one angelic note and I am okay I am on the mend and at least now I have travelled I can forgive but I won’t forget I watched the season change And wipe away the colour I miss the ocean Its noises in my ear Is it in me now to live the life I’ve chosen Or will I fall into regret Oh me Ohhhh oh me This life isn’t what it seemed Said ohhh oh me It’s not how it’s meant to be But I am a butterfly And I won’t die Cos I am a butterfly You changed me you'll see I'm stronger than I’ve ever been There's beauty in me Cos I am a butterfly And I will not die Yeah I am butterfly I am a butterfly I am a butterfly
8.
Sunrise 03:35
The days that past I don’t regret Every word and every kiss I meant as I broke myself for you You said that you believed But it seems to me that honesty is so rare in this world The city light it breaks the sound And I can't keep from coming down As I’m letting you go The world turns beyond my pace As the first light hits my face And I stand alone Just letting you go I strip this skin and start again Live the life I’ve always dreamt And be everything I am But ill drop my heart into this sea And tell you what you meant to me With these words, 'I loved you' The city light it breaks the sound And I can't keep from coming down As I’m letting you go The world turns beyond my pace As the first light hits my face And I stand alone Just letting you go This worlds sense of humour can be so sick And the path we follow has so many twists But your life is a gift So don't be afraid to live it! The city light it breaks the sound And I can't keep from coming down As I’m letting you go The world turns beyond my pace As the first light hits my face And I stand alone Just letting you go
9.
YES! 02:36
I'm willing to break myself I'm not afraid I've been here so long I am seeing ghosts Lost in the labours of this broken heart Don't forget to breathe tonight and pull your head apart. Laugh in the face of love and remember who you are! I'm willing to break myself I'm not afraid Is this what you wanted? Is this what you want? Are you ready, are you ready to go? Are you ready, are you ready to go? I'll walk my way now, broke or fail into the wishing well, the wishing well! I'll walk my way now, broke or fail into the wishing well, the wishing well! Should I throw it all away? What does your heart say? What does your heart say? Should I throw it all away? What does your heart say? What does your heart say? YES!!!!!

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This album was recorded in late 2008 and the editing and mixing repeatedly put on hold so I could work on other musical projects until I resolved to finish it this summer 2011.

The album documents a journey of recovery after having your heart broken, this part in particular focuses on the struggle to let go of the past and starting over in search of something new and better.

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released November 13, 2011

Written, performed, recorded and produced by A K Mellor

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inku Leeds, UK

My name is Andy and I've been releasing my solo music under the name inku for some time now.

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